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I'm so sad that we're now rarely chat. Even a "good morning" from you every morning nowadays is just as precious as gold. I miss you really really bad. I've never imagine that long distance relationship will be this hard. I miss you, I hope that you also miss me as bad as I feel.

Ich vermisse dich.

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