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Hello

Ok this is actually not my first post on my blog, but I've already deleted all of my post on this blog.

The reason?

Hmm I actually have no certain reason, but I just want to make a "brand new me" since I wrote those posts when I was in junior high and senior high. I want to make this blog more mature and more private (but I still put the link on Facebook and about.me tho).

I want to change this blog to a kind of diary (or in our daily language "media untuk bercerita di mana gue bisa ngeluarin unek-unek tanpa ada yang baca-atau mungkin ada yang baca tapi gue gatau-tanpa ada yang ngasih pendapat tentang apa yang gue tulis, apa yang gue rasain").

So, if you are reading this post right now, don't expect something big. This is just a blog about my "celotehan yang tak terungkapkan". Well, yes I am an introvert.


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